will you?

Yah, it's really really hard for me to tell this, write it down and everyone will knows. I just can't hide it away for any longer.
I want to go to ITB as my next destination. Maybe you've knew it. I dreamed it since a long time ago, and now its so hard to forget it all.
My mother said to me, that I, as a woman, had to take care of my self. Then, I got to stay in Bogor. Maybe forever? So it means that my choice now is IPB. Or UI.
Okay, I am their daughter so I have to obey them as my parents. I really try so hard to do it. I just want to make you proud of me.
Just for once, listen to me, will you?