Knock, knock.

Tik, tok.
The tap of my heart beats.
Knock the inequity, knock this life.

I  hear something you can't hear,
or maybe something you try not to hear.

I curse your fake innocence.

Happy Birthday!

Yap. Maybe it's a superrrr late update. June 3rd was my birthday. The time flies so fast and I just realise I'm now 16 years old. Thank God, you still gives me this life, sometimes it's a beautiful life however.
Thanks for all your kind wishes, greets, and all the "okeh"s. I'm so thankful that you all remember my day. THANKS!
Especially for @chelsandra @nyayuazlsn and @farahfarhe and all your "kindness" to me. It's so damn unforgettable. Love you.

will you?

Yah, it's really really hard for me to tell this, write it down and everyone will knows. I just can't hide it away for any longer.
I want to go to ITB as my next destination. Maybe you've knew it. I dreamed it since a long time ago, and now its so hard to forget it all.
My mother said to me, that I, as a woman, had to take care of my self. Then, I got to stay in Bogor. Maybe forever? So it means that my choice now is IPB. Or UI.
Okay, I am their daughter so I have to obey them as my parents. I really try so hard to do it. I just want to make you proud of me.
Just for once, listen to me, will you?

Hitam dan Putih

Hitam dan putih.
Seorang gadis kecil diujung gang, dengan baju sederhana.
Menatapku lurus dengan mata coklat yang pudar.
Gemerincing receh yang menjadi nada.

Hitam dan putih.
Kakek itu mengusap peluh yang sudah menjadi darah.
Sorot matanya membakarku hidup hidup.
Aku telah menjadi abu diujung jalan itu.

Hitam dan putih,
Sebuah ironi.
Adakah memang hati nurani itu pernah ada?