November 17, 2012

Galau masa depan?

Galau. I don't know why but I prefer galau about my future than galau-in someone out there who doesn't even know my existence. Yah, sebenernya ini galau galau terselubung.
Entah kenapa, mungkin semenjak naik kelas, pertanyaan pertanyaan semacam "Nanti mau kuliah dimana, na?" atau "udah kepikiran belum, mau lanjut kemana?" dan sejenisnya menjadi mainstream untuk ditanyakan. Woggghhhhhhh I really don't know what to say, honestly.
I don't know what I really want, exactly. Kinda ironic.

FTSL ITB. I used to say this is what I want. Really? Now I'm not so sure about this. Why it's FTSL?
Fakultas Teknik Sipil dan Lingkungan. "Lingkungan" that underlined. Yes, Teknik Lingkungan is something, for the first time, I've said I really want.

But, yes, again, my parents. It seems like they're disagree. Not about the "FTSL", but the "ITB". Kuliah di ITB artinya ngekos. Di Bandung. Sendirian. That's why. I know what they worried. Dunia emang udah edan, coy. 

Gatau, ah. Pusyiang. Pengen meledak dulu, bye.

November 05, 2012