Am I lost?

The time is running, ruining my life.
If I closed my eyes, desperately, then the time will stops breathe me. Stop breathe my heart, and fill my lungs.
Dark.
Silent.
Am I lost?
I walk in a tunnel, without the light at the end of it. So blind.
Once again, am I lost? Or maybe I'm just dreaming?

My tears hang up on my eye. Froze.
Chills my cheek, disintegrate my iris.
Can you feel exactly the way I feel?

You make this decision so I have to obey it;
You ask me to glue my heart's story sheets with my own tears.
It hurts me.