Have I Been Trapped the Whole Time?

Feels like life has been a trap this whole time.
And lying.
And torturing.
Because right and wrong doesn't even exist.
Dos and don'ts always look blurry and surreal.
Delusional.
.
.
Who are we?
What is life?
.
Then
.
Where are You?
Help me.
I'm lost.
.
Or,
Maybe,
You mislead me all this time?
.
.
.
Oh God forgive me.