Temporary?

How long will I love you? I found that line from a song. Simple question. As long as stars are above you, the song answered in the following line. But you know, love is a complex thing. Yet I found it inadequate, a weak word. Like really, you will love someone forever? Someone told me that love is not a feeling but a commitment; because for real, it fades away through time. This scares me a bit,...

it is what it is.

If you are looking for someone who wakes you up before the sun coming up, then probably I am not the one you are looking for. If you are wondering what your future partner are doing right now and you always hope she's already asleep, then maybe I don't fit your wonder. If you always dream a perfect life; big house, money and everything all well managed, then I might be your nightmare. I can suddenly...

What Am I Doing?

Here I am, my typical thoughts everytime I feel empty. I've been thinking recently, what will I do after this. I probably will finish my degree, getting a job somewhere, get married to someone, have kids, and die eventually. More or less. I always want something different, I've been always a rebel. I will always look for other ways. But not in this. I fucking have no clue. My friend said to...