Have I Been Trapped the Whole Time?

Feels like life has been a trap this whole time. And lying. And torturing. Because right and wrong doesn't even exist. Dos and don'ts always look blurry and surreal. Delusional. . . Who are we? What is life? . Then . Where are You? Help me. I'm lost. . Or, Maybe, You mislead me all this time? . . . Oh God forgive ...