From My Deepest.

I'm in the shady side, underneath the leafs that begins to fall. 3 PM, waiting for the dusk to come. I have something to tell you but I can't. So now it's all end up by a whisper I hope you hear. From my deepest. "I always hope we can meet again, someday......

Morality.

This might be a kind of topic you hope you can avoid. But I'll tell you the truth, you can't. Maybe you can pretend to be but deep inside you're going to realize there's a power you can't resist and control, unconsciously; yes, fear of God.  But first, what's morality, exactly? "differentiation of intentions, decisions, and actions between those that are "good" (or right) and those...

A Late Night Post.

Hi you, Here I do try not to think about that anymore, I swear. But still, those "why"s haunts me all the time. I hope you know, I'm okay and that's all I want to be. If you don't mind, please forget what've been happened before. Cheeri...

So, how's life?

My life has revolved around my school activities recently, still. I do love my class, @Superherosmanti, which is so awesome I can't explai...

Be Thankful.

I always believe that everything in this entire universe, happens, for a reason. It's kind of hard in the beginning because my thoughts are always end up being something like "It's so obviously not fair, God" or "I hate my life!", but why haven't we said, "Thank God, for everything You gave to me, may be it was my wrong" instead? Be thankful, and find the happiness behind your thankfulne...

I found a motivation through Buku Sejarah.

"Sekiranya aku seorang Belanda, aku tidak akan menyelenggarakan pesta-pesta kemerdekaan di negeri yang telah kita rampas sendiri kemerdekaannya. Sejajar dengan jalan pikiran itu, bukan saja tidak adil, tetapi juga tidak pantas untuk menyuruh si inlander memberikan sumbangan untuk dana perayaan itu. Ide untuk menyelenggaraan perayaan itu saja sudah menghina mereka, dan sekarang kita keruk pula...

△stronomy.

Banyak yang bilang Astronomi itu susah. Well, kenyataannya, emang susah. I don't know why but I'm truly in love with its difficulty. Astronomi itu indah, walaupun yah emang susah. Beda dari pelajaran lain yang dipelajarin semua orang dan jadi mapel wajib di semua di sekolah, Astronomi itu eksklusif, penuh misteri, dan....asing. It really makes my eyes open wider that, there are so much things unbelievably...

"Nanti, kalau sudah besar mau jadi apa?" Ya, pertanyaan yang dulu kayanya sepele. Pertanyaan buat anak TK. Gampang. Enteng. Liat nanti aja. Tapi sekarang, pertanyaan itu menjadi satu pertanyaan yang susah banget dicari jawabannya. Sama sekali nggak sepele, nggak enteng. Nggak bisa liat nanti aja. Karena "nanti aja" yang dulu kita jawab itu sudah menjelma menjadi "sekarang". Dulu tuh ya, kayanya masih...

Sunday 2/4/2013 11:38 AM

Yesterday was my another very disgusting day. Yak, I cried over something I shouldn't. Nggak tau kenapa, tapi kalo udah ngomongin masalah "itu" tuh rasanya air mata udah gak bisa kebendung, sekalipun sama kantong mata hasil begadang berbulan-bulan gini. I actually hate this situation. These disputes are so terrible, because I am your daughter. To obey you is my obligation. And now, all I want from...

"....I just did."

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Rumit.

Kadang sesuatu itu emang rumit, ya... I don't even know what it is or why or since when but I know I hate this kind of feeling. It's more like a guilt than a j...

These things are killing me softly.

Here I am in the middle of nowhere. I get lost in this entire f*cking school stuffs. This weeks are so awesome I can't explain. Yes, daily exams everyday and a tons of tasks and homeworks.Seems like my head is going to explode.Whoa. Another awesomeness, once in 2 weeks there's gonna be an Astronomy lesson, preparing for OSN. It takes 6 hours in Sunday hahahahaha how lovely. I was thinking that next...

Aku Ingin  Sapardi Djoko Damono Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tia...