Nobody Knows? Yes.

Nobody knows "the real" me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room, and cried all night long. How many times I've lost hope. How many times I've been let down. How many times I've thought about this unfairness, this life, my parents, everything.

An update.

Hello. Now I'm updating in Mrs. Atty's english lesson this afternoon. Hahahahaha. Have a nice day!

"Tak ada yang lebih tabah, dari hujan bulan Juni..."

Hujan Bulan Juni (Sapardi Djoko Damono)

tak ada yang lebih tabah
dari hujan bulan Juni
dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya
kepada pohon berbunga itu

tak ada yang lebih bijak
dari hujan bulan Juni
dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya
yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu

tak ada yang lebih arif
dari hujan bulan Juni
dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan
diserap akar pohon bunga itu

 

It's 1 AM

It's 1 AM
No, I'm not gonna ask you who do you love.

It's 1 AM
I'm awake and think what happened. Or what should be happened.

It's 1 AM
I don't even know what that is.

It's 1 AM
Your eyes talked to me. But I couldn't heard.

It's 1 AM
Can you just speak clearer?